fill my little world

2008-01-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

i will no longer be using this blog.

Yakitate !! Japan

2007-12-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

Well being watching Yakitate!! Japan for like the whole day.The monsoon season has approached been raining for the whole day,Singapore must be flooding.Rainy days make me feel so lethargic.I guess tanning sessions for this month can be canceled ,no strong sun :( Sigh tml will be going to commonwealth with george , I have i have a fruitful trip there or else i will hang her head up.Hahas ,alright i think i will get back to my animes now.

Is a paddle enough to row a boat?

here & there ;finally my job

2007-12-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

Who would have known how nervous i was and how fast it ended :)and yay i got the job :)
so so excited now.I couldn't wait for that surprised face.I hope i can start work asap.
I am so so excited :D

Misses .

2007-11-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

Just came back from waitressing ,super tired but it's all worthwhile to see that married couple.Seeing the couple walk in ,looking all blissful those two pairs of smiling faces.It's like they are the happiest people on earth.At that moment,i began to think of the future.Will I get to experience that feeling the couple felt with the person that i love? I must believe,and i will believe :)
Alright for now i am heading for my bed soon , I am so exhausted.K box in the morning with tracy they all ,well and it was so bad of us to keep laughing and i myself can't stand the music.Hahas anyway I look forward to the interview on Mon :)

OFF TO BED.

GOURMET QUEENS

2007-05-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

:} OH shit feel my round stomache , family feast for three person me ,emily and georgina.It sure gave me a big round stomache.Today georgina's birthday , so happy birthday :) ok if u are reading this don't worry i won't put the stupid video here lols. Next time free than put photos WAHAHAS.

Oh blog

2007-04-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

I guess it's so long since i came into this blog again .I went to AMK hub to pass dar his jacket before heading to hui jun's house with georgina .Unfortunately we turned out to be crapping for like one hour before we headed to causeway point.Our plan failed because no $$$ to sing karaOKAY :( Got to pick up my studying speed , mid year exam coming yet my mind is filled with so many things that hadn't been settled yet.I guess i need someone to slap me hard awake from every thought that comes into me.

These few days have been hanging around with those bunch :) Thanks for scolding me hui jun :) and thanks for the so-swimming session on sun ,and thanks for sembawang beach.

random

2007-04-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

Let photos speak :) HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY GEORGE AND ALL :)

*good times !!

2007-04-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

Why does the timetable have to keep changing , stupid school, stupid planning .I walked 10 stupid rounds for PE because i don't want to run 2.4 .Under that 12 plus sun could u imagine? Omg ,how can the school let us have PE in the afternoon , soon somebody will get a heat stroke.

Met hui jun after school along with yuru,xiao li, cass and li tin,we chatted and than did a little shopping.Fun times ,though a lil sorry for myself ,anyway it was just a good feeling.After that went to third-storey mart with sean and hui jun before going home.So sad hui jun so good at bullying people for example sean.

Lols anyway lets start the next outing with some alchohol

2007-03-29T20:40:00.001+08:00

Just woke up from my nap ,and i thought another day had alr passed , i thought i was late for school.Imagine the evening sun ,i was just scaring myself ,think i had too much of being-late phobia.Think wanna go shoot some ball with cherryn ltr .

Suddenly i kinda of like thursday because recess starts late which leads to no long queues because the only ppl that queue up are all from my class.LOLS and best i think school seems to end earlier this way.Tml 's fri which means the weekend will soon be here again :)i am looking forward :)WHEEEEEEES !!

close the schools.

2007-03-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

In the blink of an eye ,school is reopening,i am still not done with the 1 wk holiday :( so no mood to study now,my homework still piling there;almost a mountain.After work i headed down town to meet cherryn ,eat dinner and visited baby awhile :)Guess he was surprised to see me there mof course it was meant this way luh :D Chatted quite alot with cherryn than took so many photos with her ,my eyes look small however.

:) so short but sweet

2007-03-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today darling and me off day,went to darling house forget to set alarm clock before we slept ,than wake up alr 2 plus alr .I feel so of a pig :B ,but got another pig acc me :D so nvm .We watched two shows ,the first show messed up my mind ,the second one was so funny :D WAKAKAKA.

Darling wanna grow me fat and fatter :| and than kill me for food right? We kept eating and eating ,after mee pok -guava-than darling cooked meat :) -and than eat chicken rice again .Wha!! How many pounds have i gained in addition? LOL

We played wrestling ,darling made me cry :( not fair cause darling taller and bigger than me can slam me like a dummy ,but i only so short how to move u or even slam u , so not FAIR X__X really K.O me.But still very fun because i think darling also very happy so nvm ,after that we play basketball with ur 1st bro ,quite fun except that i couldn't go home without 55 cents ,so horrible i got to save money ,not just by saying but by doing.

Must be still playing mahjong ,i am getting tired ,shall get back to my books and wait for ur call.Win win win !!

Say, you're the one
That you'll always be
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs

Red fantasy

2007-03-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

I am so happy ,today can work at heeren :D hehes ,too bad eslin not working or else i can look her up.Anyway hope i can learn a bit of things at heeren ,i shall go to my wardrobe and think of what to wear first.tata -

-

2007-03-13T11:01:00.001+08:00

I've been working this few days.At least i hope i could earn enough for my phone bills and enough to pay for my ballet fees the next month.I still don't have the mood to study yet , how to pace myself faster ? AHHHHHHHSS!!

So bored now , i miss tanning.

so alive

2007-03-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

Oh blog,sorry that it has been such a long time since i visited.Today had poa rememdial ,i din't went for the heats.A little regret now but still i think i should really do what i think is more important .Shucks* i hate school and i really do wanna do well and get out of this stupid school once and for all.I need to buck up with my hands because most of the time i just spent hours staring out of the window with the book right open in front of me.

Sometimes i just hope time can walk hand in hand with me.Most of the time i just want friday to come soon and than monday to come a lil longer.Hehes ,thats practical thinking right?who doesn't want it that way.Aww well , now i am feeling a lil tired guess thats all.

i will visit here more often, i promise.

stressing uphill

2007-01-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

Omg ,here's the least thing that i want to hear from my teacher.Chinese Paper 1 this wed , what a last minute news.Know me and my standard of compo ,and how many times i need to flip through the dictionary. I spent more time on the dictionary rather than writing.& to say i have three test tml and next wk 's my common test , Ahhhhhhhs .

and i serously should get my butt moving now.
this is making me go bonkers ,
i so hope you are with me now :( i miss u.

2007-01-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

I went to Nanyang Poly open house with terrence today , we caught up a little about our lives.Its kinda of long since i saw him ,so much difference in our everyday lives , drastic change and no one ever knows.It was kinda of weird talking to him, i feel a stranger to him and he to me .Anyway had quite a nice few hours with him.

my neat desk

2007-01-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Cherryn came over to my house today , i was forced to tidy up my desk ,now its sparkling clean and not to say neat :) I realise my paper usage for last year , maybe u should come and weight the pile , damn heavy :D lols had some really great chat downstairs ,i found someone that help me confirm my rejoin of ballet.Make a day we shall go take up the lesson again , ket it be next wk :)

OMG , this can't be much truer

:( where is the sun ? *

2007-01-20T23:31:00.001+08:00

The sun was suppose to be exceptionally bright and nice (from what i predicted) ,but all i see is a cloudy sky today :( i promised i will go get one sentosa membership card after my O' levels this yr ,by then hopefully i will have more time to visit sentosa and maintain my tan.

Si min ,maybe we should go some other time ,appears to be another failed tanning session :|

Sighs* The sun sure spoiled my day , i am speechless.

2007-01-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

It's sunday , i am staying at home for good.I 've been watching karin for like hours and my eyes are becoming kinda of tired.Having remember tml i will be having chinese dictation test just gives me headache,omg 1 paragraph is all to faint me.I am a bit lazy to memorise at this very moment ,i shall start studying after dinner.Anyway i hope u had ur lunch already.Take care*I shall continue my karin episodes :}

true love or lust?

2007-01-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

2007-01-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

School has reopen and it has been a no. of days in school , nothing more ridiculous than a homeroom system .Like u carry ur bag whenever and wherever u go like u got those bags super-glued to ur body..Omg!!Couldn't believe who the one came up with that idea ,he/she must be mad ,I could predict having difficulties finding the classrooms sooner and get into some stupid trouble again.9 more months n i promise i will and am leaving school for good.

2006-12-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

I am getting back my n's results,people !!Give me all the handshakes that i need , & it may boost my confident maybe.A little too weird to go back to school and see familiar faces that i saw months ago.What was i thinking ,lols.Okay here goes my short post.

ahhh

2006-12-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

ooooh hear my stomache eat although my mind says its not ,apparently i feel a little hungrieer with each bite of food and a little more pinch of pain.Here I am, feeling a little upset , and the cause ? A phone call or say going home.I never really liked going home , other than a place to sleep and a place where i can see my snoopy ,i cant find any other reasons for me to be at home. If i am having a bad day , going home is the worst choice i could ever make ,because it will only make my day totally mad.Okay i think i am fuming angry words.

& this is so so here

2006-12-11T09:13:00.001+08:00

the above picture is meant to be turn this way X)

A great no. of days lot of days since i neglected my blog and you know what? Things changes extremely fast , everytime i face my own blog ,i really dont know where i should start off.muffles*Been working so hard these holiday , earning more big bucks.My job's a real slack one , the only thing i enjoyed this job is been able to work at delicassen , making pizzas and helping out there , nothing else really. Not sitting at the booth facing unreasonable customers and trying hard not to let me doze off.I am not interested to master the art of restraining myself not to fall asleep.All i like about supermarkets is just the varieties of things i can see there which i never know it even existed.

The four Shall always always be remembered somewhere deep in my heart.The past will be the pass ,i learnt from my life a great more than i ever knew myself.This time i hold and i bury it up deep deep somewhere two hearts can beat together.

& because love isn't just about showing affection ; it's the sweet connection that tingles your little heart.

revived

2006-12-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

Back from my some called holiday trip , it was once i enjoyed real much maybe because i couldnt feel any strains or say reins holding me back.& i promised myself i wanna enjoy it again the next holiday that comes.I like the feeling of i seee-mist -clouds /FELT. I know i don't need to write much about my three days two nights because they are gonna stay in my head as long as i live (:

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
Senza te .

*drowning sirens.

2006-11-26T09:19:00.000+08:00

Is this how gravity pulls on everyone? Okay not ~~everyone~~ ,like maybe me.There'll be a drastic change in every ten days and here i am like falling from a million feet high above slowly.What happened?Did ,have i did anything wrong?All my friends 's advices fall on deaf ears, i appreciate them likewise.Know me , i never listen i just follow what i want now?The choice i choose is my own problem now,i will bring myself to face everything.When the time comes, i hope everything comes soft on me.

~~I cant blame anyone when i find myself sitting at the edge of the cliff .~~
把爱放开把手放开如果你的心已不在
把爱放开不再等待你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开把心打开这次我决定走出回忆重来

2006-11-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

my so-called 3 days 2 nights.

2006-11-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

My 2nd night was enjoying at freeze ,too bad there wasn't live band bestie we would go again alrights? The continuous singing at k box had planted this kick to keep singing.Omg and i so liked tracy's lil doggy ,so cute wet nose .Acompanied Nick to buy shirt , he 's so damn funny , ask the people who went along and you will laugh till ur stomach overturn.Waiting for him to choose his clothes is a good way to boost your patience level.Hahahs.
My so called three day two nights were just what i imagined ,ending up at different doors.It was okay i didn't mind if i could fuifil my own heart.

Slowly i feel me being placed in the ignored and forgotten realm

*sunday drops.

2006-11-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

It's my second day at cold storage , and for both days i was late .Well everything was okay the job was one of the slakiest job i ever had :D my colleagues will agree with me , but at least i get to help the cashier in packaging the items and even scaning a few products.Today there was this nusiance ,arrogant , proud guy who threw a temper .I admit it's our fault but can't he be a little nicer with his words.No entertaining any credit cards discounts matter anymore.

Okay i am a goody good good girl i reach home so early just to prepare myself to approach my mum for a question.Okay I do want to spent more time with you ,and i will try my best honey? After your competition today , there will be all the time in the world just for us right? I am solemly praying and believing that you and your mates will win the competition :) All the best , hope to receive your reply soon .

New skin

2006-11-17T13:57:00.001+08:00

Okay i woke up damn early in the morning just to change a new blogskin and edit it.Now i am running late ,i din't even realise the time .Lols , i better get going first blog more when i get home.

a beat lesser *

2006-11-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

Today had training at cold storage with sean,royce,christopher,lewis and ivan at Jalan Baser.The only thing i enjoyed was the cakes , say the food. The only thing i wished to be over soon was the briefing ,seriously nothing else , i was almost to dreamland by then.The black forest cake kept my eyes open.I am still not sure where will i be assigned to , Great World City or King Albert Park , some forcer keep forcing me go Great World.Royce and Ivan wasn't hired , for some reasons ,i don't know ,royce was the one who got us the job you see.Know whats that feeling ?

I also went for class chalet today just simply because i don't wish to reach home feeling the intense fire chanting into my ears.Saw classmates ,we were chatting among ourselves so happily .The chalet was beautiful ,2 storeys high ,fantastic place that i will wanna come again.Today i really enjoyed myself , blanket -pillow fights ,(squatting inside the toilet ) girl's private talk and loads loads more,too bad i can't afford to stay and enjoy and risk myself getting my mum angry again.

It was extremely nice lying on the bed in the dark ,unwinding my heart a bit more.Okay i am getting sleepy i dont know if i miss out writting anything i hope not. For now good night all .

zzzZZzzzzZZZ

but emotions won't grow

bestie = emily *

2006-11-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

Long time since i enjoyed that much with bestie ,went for some k box session at cine.Puffing and puffing thats the way ,screaming and singing thats enjoyment :DAfter that headed down to marina bay eat steamboat with tracy they all.I did'nt went to work today ,the Man tou was extremely nice , and somemore fried , whats called chomp chomp chomp :) Played pool with bestie ,i am so damn lousy ,and i know i will buck up .We shall go play pool every week ok bestie ?

Next week there's chalet , i have to make sure i will be there .Even if i can't stay overnight , i will try my best to spend more time there.Imagine me trying my best to be good these few days.

How eyes just can fake it .

jungle up

2006-11-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Early morning went to his house ,bought breakfast but we ended up with one metal gate in between us.His keys was with his mum ,imagine the funny sight ,me sitting outside his house ,him inside ;the feeling of prison visiting.

Went home together my i finished work, seeing that girl make my blood boil man.I so feel like giving her two tight slaps ,i din't even step on her tail and she showing me attitude as if i am the boss.Really really need a good night rest.

The beating of my heart is a drum, and its lost
And its looking for a rhythm

*cold storage promoter huh ?

2006-11-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

Here I am, got a job as a promoter together with sean ,ivan and royce but we'll be placed in random places.Sigh - nvm i could just be glad i got the job.Today was suppose to attend work with heidi but last minute notice, full slots so i went and enjoy myself.He was busy with his dragon dance practice , could'nt meet him too late neither so i ended up not seeing him .We were suppose to go k pool because of travis who appears to be one day slower to 16 , we were kicked out. Caught a movie with sean and travis ,okay sean i will not say what you did at the theatre ,lmao. Final call was damn scary ,but travis say it is'nt so ,maybe too long since i watch a ghostly film.Omg so i better buck up and train my guts.

You wanna know what is life? Life likes to do this ,dips you in shit and when you almost can't take it ,it smooths you out.

*The used-nail

2006-11-11T09:36:00.000+08:00

I wonder why my eyes are swollen , they feel so tight-glued and like any minute i try to force them open , i 'll be getting my eyebags a good stretching exercise.Those contact lens should have expired too.Yesterday i met georgina and went bugis ,bought some accesories and a mickey mouse watch for both of us .How funny it is to say we were gonna get the same job , out for the same hunt but ended up in different places.These explains how long we haven't meet up ,this busy lifestyle.Okay my pay has gone back to $4.50 if i don't find another job with a higher pay , i don't have to think of changing my useless phone , getting back to ballet lessons and even many daily necessaries and even supporting myself.

Three days ago was mac crew outing at ECP ,not better then last year's at wisma.My brother's hurrying me , can't write much.Gonna go now.

this is the honeey-feeling !!

2006-11-05T03:00:00.000+08:00

I am back :) from a hefty ride with alvin and caleb.After what was meant to be dinner ,we went to fitness corner there.Seeing them play pretend-to-be lion dance look so corny , self-played background music and like so many NGs :D Hahas.If only i could stay out til the next morning , I would be in paradise .I feel bad having him come all the way along with caleb and i am the first one home.If they are gonnna stay til the next morning i 'll be setting my alarm clock to 6 o'clock ,the first to rush down to see darling :) I shall go brush my teeth now.

here's all my fuzzy-feeling

IT's FRIDAY.

2006-11-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

Today had off , staying at home for good til evening . I wonder what he is doing now , just hope he doesn't hurt himself with his work.Now i better go do some tidying up now,and after that i'll be on my way to meet him.

i feel so .

2006-11-02T13:07:00.000+08:00

Well well, been rather tired for a couple of days, later i will be meeting emily for awhile before going to work.Yesterday went to dhoby gaurd ,played lan and waited for them to play finish pool.Had so much fun at caleb's house , caleb and his bro kept teasing alvin.Poor alvin suffered a foot from caleb's bro step , fortunately it din't killed him , like caleb say , his injuries is more then eating rice :D

A sudden stirring brings forth happiness , i see myself clearer in him.
These few days i really treasured the time we were together ;every moment .
& what i promised , i will do it.

ok i better go now before emily sliced my skin out.

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie

With love

2006-10-31T11:23:00.000+08:00

Few days since i blog , and love is in the air .More has happen , i dont even have enough fingers to count them all. I 've been sad , but now i feel good because i know my burdens are lifted.I know it's only like to soon to be together but i know i won't regret ,It's this feeling that gets me into you.The people i have let down , only to say sorry to those who have different opinions. Heidi , if you are reading this , i have made it , i am not soft-hearted anymore (if you know what i am talking about).I can give it up totally ,ought to give myself some rewards now.

Gonna go get some rest now , be workign later from 5.30 -10pm.

*Accumulate

2006-10-27T11:05:00.000+08:00

It's my third day at coastal sands resort, there 's being so much fun.Too bad booking out today :( Haven't being blogging for so many days ,lucky there's a computer here for me to use.So much has happen these days,I have already started job at "DIAN XIAO ER " ,the people there were kind to me.I don't know why but i just can't stop working, all my days i spent it all on my jobs.I haven thought of enjoying yet and even what to buy , but must probably meeting kang wen later.Anyway i hope there won't be any drastic changes going on ,there's things which i know that should'nt be done.

Sorry, the way my mentality flows, it's defintely going the wrong way.I don't know what to do now, a mess that could have been diverted.Okay i am going to bathe now, shall blog when i get home.

cause i want it all ,
or nothing at all.

*Hair cut

2006-10-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

As usual another interview that appears futile , when to look for tracy ,did some filing for her then met up with leslie.Got a haircut at Francis and Jeans, and the stylist make a lion hairstyle out of me :D which actually appears nice .I am so jobless now , someone please call me for work .

Job Intervine

2006-10-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

I went to raffles place for some job interview , Li Tin was called back to work so i had to go alone.Appears that this recruit express thing helps people to find job ,when did i fall into this rut ?

Omg and went down town before actually meeting cherryn to cut hair.& the fact is she was sleeping ,actully i got this feeling she won't want to go so i kinda of enjoy the ride down to jurong from orchard and from jurong back to sembawang .In the end my prediction was right , I had to paid two bucks for my so nice travelling up and down because i overshot the time limit inside the train station.

Too many waiting ,too many hopes ,because you never seems to appear and i seriously hope that is really fate.& i hope it ends in good memory lanes.

Papa 's birthday

2006-10-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

Today was my last day working at Philips , gonna miss those guys over there though only been there for just a short period.Anyway i gain new experience working in a office.Three of us went home immediately after workToday was dad's birthday , kang wen and me bought a cake for pa. I wonder how is 2nd brother ,long time since we heard from him,his birthdayis coming too.Tomorrow i will have to go for some interview and JOB HUNTING again.End my night here.

New hair colour

2006-10-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

See my hair , i got half of it dyed.Actually just wanted few strands highlighted ,hmmm guess got kind of impulsive by the lady's offer.Georgina wanted purple but got hers out looking red , anyway it was real hard time finding that house but we got it at a good price :)

There was banquet today ,Li Tin was with me , there wasnt enough staff today .Better to be serving a bunch of drink whiners.Hahahs, their beer runs out in less than 15 mins , thats hard time trying to serve the dish and drinks.At least it's over now , tomorrow will still be working banquet.
I 'll get a rest now .

work work :)

2006-10-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

I am so busy working ,got a new job you see,some data recording at PHILIPS along with Li Ting and Georgina and it's our 2nd day.Work was fun , people were friendly ,some funny and one of them is Aunty Molly. Biggest auntiest joker i ever seen :D Just now met with Min Li and Sean after work , went to pizza walker at wisma.Hope this interview will gurantee us the job ,got this feeling it will be great . Shall blog more tomorrow ,tiring to be typing so many posts in one day .

dumpy tuesday *

2006-10-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Indeed what a day for me , to be late for work .The weather was hot , with working at kiosk made worst, 6 hrs of thirsting non-stop.It wasnt that good to go back seeing my workplace , it just brings back everything from my first workplace.The day my heart beat twice and seeing how it throbs now sinks me entirely.

Caught "World Trade Centre" with Georgina ,ask us how pathetic it is to pour out all of our coins , we were so cautious with the money ,lols you won't believe how corny we look.Now i know just how hard it is to find some place to go when you don't have money in this materialistic world.Surely tomorrow will be better.

Those days are gone

Free from 'N' levels

2006-10-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

To know that accounting was over was more then i can believe , see that I went job-searching again with Georgina ,Li tin and Min li .Combing all over areas in orchard ,filling in forms like crazy and just hoping to find a good pay job.Just give me a service industry please -

After that Georgina and Min li went off , i decided to rely on my phone because i did not want to eat steamboat at Marina Bay along with my classmates.Such a coincidence to know that nobody was picking up my phone(6-7 people), i walked alone from orchard to dhoby ghaut .Never mind, it was nice to walk alone sometimes to know about your current situation.

In the end , met up with sean ,he accompaied for dinner at kovan.I din't have chance to eat the ponggol nasi lemak just mee pok.Anyway thanks sean.

Be every colour that you are

Mugging Saturday :I

2006-10-07T10:36:00.000+08:00

Being mugging like crazy in finding a job and studies.Somehow i hope i can get the flesh imp and sakae sushi job,it never came to me as an option that i would think of quitting macdonalds with real determination? Anyway some things have to be let go , i think i need another working enviroment.Not macdonalds ever again , maybe i will regret but this is life , some things that were meant to be regretted ,don't you agree ?

Met Miss Cheong alogn with georgina and li tin at church macdonalds there , last minute revision sure helps ,ate at adam's food centre, it's yummy romby :) Then met sean,ian,georgina and li tin at the playground downstairs.Played some candles and colour catching ,hear insame kids shouting :D

But lovers always come and lovers always go

* MoonCake festival

2006-10-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Another day from a year , I am at home , playing no ~~candles ,lanterns~~ .(for the very first time )Just flipping through my accounting notes,staring at the tv & hearing shouts and laughter from ground floor.Maybe 'N' levels and some thoughts too far are affecting how i live each day.

Anyway the night is far too hazy to see the full moon,probably due to those high haze level and children playing with sparkles.The whole sky looks as if it is on fire , fiery red gosh.I guess i gonna mug till late night with 95FM to accompany me .

Hey show some love,
you aint so tough,
come fill my little world,
right up,
right up.

Job Hunting

2006-10-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

:D Today i had a little study with george at bishan before heading to some job hunting with brenda and li tin .It's being for ages since i last walk on for 4 hours , sometimes i just can't stop wondering how come woman have such super powers to withstand .Now i can be sure i will have a job during the holidays .I so hope I will be hired in Toy'sarus , I will be a good gift wrapper :) and the korean restaurant sounds fun too , and maybe robinson. LOLs I visted Dino Dance School ,found out about the fees for ballet and went to sonata to check out the prices of the leotard and pointed shoes.See , this is how eager i am to join back ballet .I'll make sure i earn enough to last.

you could tell that i picked my poison well.

4 -10-06

2006-10-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

How come I feel like i could never forget the number four ,especially when it comes together with ten.I suppose that every little thing will go away soon,I wished someone or something can just brainwash me brain.

An overall of what i do today , like having lunch at amk macdonalds with min min and gladys and discussing about the previous exams and such.Then met up with george ,went for some gun-shooting at grassroot club.I dont' know why i just love shooting down the creeps :D

If i don't get macdonalds eating outta my life , i'm gonna get transform in some way soon.

thanks sean.

gonna mug tonight !

2006-10-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Georgina and little lincoln , i wasted a lot of time travelling , from s.beach to community centre then to 588A.Ever since i moved here , it's been so long since i step on the land where my old house was built on.It's just a piece of greenland now , no pavement, playground and coffeeshop ;everything's demolished.Well i wondered if i could even recognize everything that once lay there the next time i go.

Anyway i gonna mug hard tonight , no sleeping grace.Because you chose to spent your time laughing and thinking about a hundred and one ways to ~~kidnap~~little lincoln.How naive and gullible lincoln can be or all the little kids in the world.Okay thats so much for charlie ghost :D
Another episode of blood and i 'll be going off to study.

soon you'll be free from books.

first paper done :)

2006-10-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

oohhhh yes my english paper 's done, i was tossing and turning ,din't sleep well last night and even had a dream that i was late for my english paper today.What a dream and i am glad i wasnt :D
Thanks sean , when do good words come out of your mouth , "all the worst ".yeayea ok i will be meeting going to the beach again ltr with george.

swing, here i come

A better day

2006-09-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm home ,i just cant stop my mum from irritating me with her nags .Shawn ,Georgina and me went to sean's house for some group study.Shawn's an irritant , he has every little small comment to add on when he is doing his work.

Today would have been called the de-stress day , i don't know why but every little thing sounds funny,it's great to hear myself laughing.Thinking back i still cant believe how come i cooked 5 packets of noodles when there were only 4 person(stupid).The stuff toys fight was fun(FIRE IN THE HOLE !!) hahahs.At least i feel bad for throwing waffles,knuffles and pop eyes pig.

For now i better move on to do a little more work before resting.Good night all !!!
(there are no * today in my title and i hope so until 12)

hope you have a safe journey home sean.
for someone too:
Maybe i will get to understand someday

心动心痛

2006-09-30T11:48:00.000+08:00

宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
宏:慢慢远离的梦
欣:渐渐冷却冰封

you ,me or him ?

2006-09-30T03:06:00.000+08:00

What a perfect moment to be disrupted in my sleep .Feeling so demoralised so as if i am no longer the me or maybe it's just a bad nightmare, that i can't even remember.My throat is drying up ,i think the dinner i had has hit big (chili ,peppery, inflamming) what more ?I need to get a glass of diluted salt water to cool my body.My eyes are heavy ..

*Is this the shoebox ?

2006-09-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

Accompanied sean to amk polyclinic today see doctor and because of me ,some people late blame me.Some people tell me got AIDS. Forget it, after that go sembawang beach study, more like spending more time writing in sand .

Something i like about sand is when the tide comes up , they wash away every alphabet,word or sentence you write .Still i miss my sunset , saw it at the wrong place,maybe meant not to be seen.

Maybe thats me refusing to ever meet again, give me a choice i 'll go anywhere but with the right person with the right mood.& i just don't understand why the * in my title are getting so frequent ; i lost count.Somebody shake me hard ,before i stay in coma forever.& why am i starting to rite into depress-ion.My fingers need to know to stop typing ~~now~~.

self note = Don't take it hard on yourself

*new blogskin

2006-09-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

Shit whatever happen to my template , i was planning to change soon you see?But i guess the skin was meant to be change earlier,anyway this skin suits well.Went back to school to amend my book , had a bite of Heidi's birthday cake :) (Happy Birthday!!) seriously if u are readin this , i dont know what to buy for your birthday present yet so i think i have to pass you some other day when my brain works well.

Studied with georgina and sean at bishan cc as usual.Everyone 's feeling so down , and it dont seem to make me happier or better in anyway.

*Graduation day

2006-09-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

See my title, sounds as if i am leaving school but actually it's until next year only.Finally my long awaited day came , schooling stops now.Hearing tributes to teachers, flashing the pictures of the past , i saw the seven of us thats one nostalgic memory.These 4 years in school has brought so much misery, joy & i can be so sure my life has change so drastically , year by year.

This was what i told myself :When all my lovedrops have turn to teardrops,its time to give I a little rest.I ought to give myself some encouragement, i know i can get over this .After all it's still my choice , face it and i can control it .Save the million of blames and excuses because i am so tired to hear them, your not a radio.I can racked my brain but what i have is still a heart.

you don't know what i want
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

* can i unleash?

2006-09-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

Today was Miss Cheong farewell ,had a little small party.Finally saw Miss Jeya for like so long, and i've got a feeling she owns no leopard clothes anymore .Lols
Nothing matters anymore, today i am walking away never coming back,i had enough of everything.I never have to hide the world from today , i live the life i want to .

泪水和爱情模糊在一起

another sunday

2006-09-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

Another day to miss the so hot gorgeous sun, just my luck huhs.Anyway went to sun plaza and studied with georgina.Then we slacked at library flipped magazines and read storybooks.Last we ended at the arcade playing house of dead 2 screaming with anxiety ,it's all georgina's fault. We ended up like fools in front of the screen :D lols anyway it's fun having company.

break this fixation

2006-09-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

I feel so more well since yesterday night.Despite the muscles being strained yesterday, went to yck gym with georgina and samuel just now.Finally it's not just about using the track thing :)

Went to georgina's house to study after that , her little brother is so cute , i can't resist to play with him :D Had so much fun wrestling ,videoing and playing cards with her bro.Thou her bro is kinda of violent, gees still i wish i had a little bro , or even a lil sister would do.Hmmms tomorrow i 'll be meeting georgina for some tanning session then some studying must be done.

it takes you to another place,
imagine everything you can

*Totally shitty

2006-09-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

Give me a throat , hear me scream !
It's a really shitty day , imagine having do NAFA test in school uniform and when you did, finished all the stations ,you were told that you failed because you din't run the 2.4km.Worst to add on was that i was scooped right up and maligned that i did not hand in the edusave form when i can remembered so clearly who i handed the form to.

Teacher :Who can be your witness that you handed the form?
freak out: I don't know(who would remember things that happen weeks ago to witness that i hand in?)
Teacher:Chairman, did she hand in?
Chairman:Gives the blur look,I did not received.
Teacher:Nobody can witness you hand in , give me 36 dollars cash on monday.
freak out: fine.( thats unreasonable)

I am not angry with anyone just the teacher , but can you sense bias-ness? It's really an idiotic feeling.& this is life , who can be blamed?

shut the curtains !

*i fought half the dark clouds

2006-09-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was a tragedy , all because of my unpaid phone bills.It was defintely unwanted quarrel.With the addition of gum aches ,today was worst with a sore throat for sniffing too hard.Everything in my inner body hurts ,head-to-toe.

& today i am finer then fine ,just good to say i am still breathing.I spent my day with georgina , 6 hours of singing makes life a little better.I got this pain in the gum that tells me a new tooth must be trying its way out, and i hope not the wisdom tooth.

Every now and then I fall apart

tuesday

2006-09-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

How i wish school break starts now :| so tired of coming to face me, myself and i,the feeling that the whole world is dead. Everything was a turnoff for me , no longer enjoyed PE that much,imagine me escaping PE with all types of reasons,maybe it was the NAFA test that i wasn't ready for.

I cancelled my dental appointment just to go for this forbidden city thing at esplanade tomorrow,which means adding a month more before my braces get de-attached.I hope that musical don't let me down.

Maybe it's time for me to go do some studying.

let me count shards

2006-09-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

Where am i suppose to be sound asleep at this time?
Just as i was going to sleep with a smile, you had made my intended dream a nightmare.Sometimes i wonder whether how people keep promises and break them knowingly at the same time.If you can't do it , why must i try so hard in the first place?I am tired of everything here, including your plate of plain excuses.Gimme a break , i need to know where i lost myself now.

I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give me what i need.

no sun ; sunday ? :(

2006-09-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

The time now is 9.19am , the weather feels chilly and again my sentosa plan has failed :(
There goes my sun , well now i 'll be going study with georgina and maybe catch a movie later to replace my sentosa .So here i go ..

moveless saturday

2006-09-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

Here is my spare time to use the computer , kang wen waited and fell asleep :D
Yesterday it was hard falling asleep , and you wont' know just how much i feel not like getting up to face the day.
Anyway just now i went to collect my spectacles with kang wen and then ended up at the arcade playing house of dead 4 .See, i finally got my spectacles having being tortured by the old one for so long.

I guess thats all for today , the weather looks threatening,i 've got bad feeling tomorrow's plan is going down the drain once again .Never mind , i will be crossing my fingers i better get going now .

ages ago

2006-09-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

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*Blood

2006-09-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

I just watched finish this anime called 'Trinity Blood ' and its so bloody ,you know like blood gushing out from everywhere ,and omg i got a scare out of it.Who knows i was the same one to download it lol. I guess i will watch more tomorrow to understand the story .

Okay ,went studying with georgina at bishan cc , listening to 91.3 FM keeps us laughing like crazy , ask georgina.Finally i read finish 'end of the rainbow' , alex and rosie,best friends since 5 yrs old finally got together through thin and thick at the age of fifty ,sounds old huh , sometime you guys out there should try that book, damn nice :)

These few days the weather seem quite sad huh, it just keeps raining ,so Mr Weather rain however much you want these two days & please give me sun on sunday okay?

*nothing appeals me

2006-09-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

School was real boring ,i almost died for sleeping so much.It's a waste of time coming school , there weren't really lessons ,seriously i rather stay at home hugging my books.Well , today poa lessons came the new teacher, Mrs Sng eh? Maybe it takes time to adapt to the new teacher but i promise i still prefer Miss Cheong.

After school ,went studying with georgina at bishan mac ,more to say i was reading storybook" where rainbow ends".There were these bunch of girls sitting behind us banging on our seats ,talking at the top of their voice and it's real irritating i tell you.Georgina and me were flashing angry faces already ,see us fuming mad.Soon after we went home , and there was this stupid no licsense train driver, I feel like jutting his butt till i take over the driving .

on what you say or do?
I am only just beginning to see the real you

Am i still an elastic rubber band ?

2006-09-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

I always feel so sleepy during chapel , especially with the air-con its c'mon easy for me to fall asleep.Mrs Tan came into our class today with a can of coke and glass and a big pack of rubber bands. She had a talk with us ,she gave me a different impression of her this time ,something good.Actually she's comical and chatty ,and i gurantee the example of a mum everyone wishes to have.

I ask myself how much i can stretch ,how far how long ,the words she say really struck my heart and set me into thinking.I guess i really should know how to manage my time , no more spending it on things that do not give any returns.

- turn about

2006-09-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

I just realised there was a cafe at the tennis centre at yck.I am not blind ,the cafe is like hidden luh. Well, never mind forget it & i met benson.Then went to this grassroot club ,played arcade then sat down at this place for like 1 hr before deciding to head for home . LOL , well at least i did some study earlier on in macdonalds with georgina.

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

fresh blog

2006-09-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

Here's my new blog url , this blogskin is so much nicer.To know i spent so much time looking around for new skins and wasting my time editing them .I dont know why, but i always feel on cloud nine when i change my url :D like now .