Saturday, September 30, 2006
@10:00 PM
Finally i'm home ,i just cant stop my mum from irritating me with her nags .Shawn ,Georgina and me went to sean's house for some group study.Shawn's an irritant , he has every little small comment to add on when he is doing his work.
Today would have been called the de-stress day , i don't know why but every little thing sounds funny,it's great to hear myself laughing.Thinking back i still cant believe how come i cooked 5 packets of noodles when there were only 4 person(stupid).The stuff toys fight was fun(FIRE IN THE HOLE !!) hahahs.At least i feel bad for throwing waffles,knuffles and pop eyes pig.
For now i better move on to do a little more work before resting.Good night all !!!
(there are no * today in my title and i hope so until 12)
hope you have a safe journey home sean.
for someone too:
Maybe i will get to understand someday
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@11:48 AM
宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
宏:慢慢远离的梦
欣:渐渐冷却冰封
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@3:06 AM
What a perfect moment to be disrupted in my sleep .Feeling so demoralised so as if i am no longer the me or maybe it's just a bad nightmare, that i can't even remember.My throat is drying up ,i think the dinner i had has hit big (chili ,peppery, inflamming) what more ?I need to get a glass of diluted salt water to cool my body.My eyes are heavy ..
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Friday, September 29, 2006
@11:56 PM
Accompanied sean to amk polyclinic today see doctor and because of me ,some people late blame me.Some people tell me got AIDS. Forget it, after that go sembawang beach study, more like spending more time writing in sand .
Something i like about sand is when the tide comes up , they wash away every alphabet,word or sentence you write .Still i miss my sunset , saw it at the wrong place,maybe meant not to be seen.
Maybe thats me refusing to ever meet again, give me a choice i 'll go anywhere but with the right person with the right mood.& i just don't understand why the * in my title are getting so frequent ; i lost count.Somebody shake me hard ,before i stay in coma forever.& why am i starting to rite into depress-ion.My fingers need to know to stop typing now.
self note = Don't take it hard on yourself
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
@8:28 PM
Shit whatever happen to my template , i was planning to change soon you see?But i guess the skin was meant to be change earlier,anyway this skin suits well.Went back to school to amend my book , had a bite of Heidi's birthday cake :) (Happy Birthday!!) seriously if u are readin this , i dont know what to buy for your birthday present yet so i think i have to pass you some other day when my brain works well.
Studied with georgina and sean at bishan cc as usual.Everyone 's feeling so down , and it dont seem to make me happier or better in anyway.
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
@4:46 PM
See my title, sounds as if i am leaving school but actually it's until next year only.Finally my long awaited day came , schooling stops now.Hearing tributes to teachers, flashing the pictures of the past , i saw the seven of us thats one nostalgic memory.These 4 years in school has brought so much misery, joy & i can be so sure my life has change so drastically , year by year.
This was what i told myself :When all my lovedrops have turn to teardrops,its time to give I a little rest.I ought to give myself some encouragement, i know i can get over this .After all it's still my choice , face it and i can control it .Save the million of blames and excuses because i am so tired to hear them, your not a radio.I can racked my brain but what i have is still a heart.
you don't know what i want
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
@8:28 PM
Today was Miss Cheong farewell ,had a little small party.Finally saw Miss Jeya for like so long, and i've got a feeling she owns no leopard clothes anymore .Lols
Nothing matters anymore, today i am walking away never coming back,i had enough of everything.I never have to hide the world from today , i live the life i want to .
泪水和爱情 模糊在一起
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
@7:03 PM
Another day to miss the so hot gorgeous sun, just my luck huhs.Anyway went to sun plaza and studied with georgina.Then we slacked at library flipped magazines and read storybooks.Last we ended at the arcade playing house of dead 2 screaming with anxiety ,it's all georgina's fault. We ended up like fools in front of the screen :D lols anyway it's fun having company.
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
@8:56 PM
I feel so more well since yesterday night.Despite the muscles being strained yesterday, went to yck gym with georgina and samuel just now.Finally it's not just about using the track thing :)
Went to georgina's house to study after that , her little brother is so cute , i can't resist to play with him :D Had so much fun wrestling ,videoing and playing cards with her bro.Thou her bro is kinda of violent, gees still i wish i had a little bro , or even a lil sister would do.Hmmms tomorrow i 'll be meeting georgina for some tanning session then some studying must be done.
it takes you to another place,
imagine everything you can
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Friday, September 22, 2006
@11:29 PM
Give me a throat , hear me scream !
It's a really shitty day , imagine having do NAFA test in school uniform and when you did, finished all the stations ,you were told that you failed because you din't run the 2.4km.Worst to add on was that i was scooped right up and maligned that i did not hand in the edusave form when i can remembered so clearly who i handed the form to.
Teacher :Who can be your witness that you handed the form?
freak out: I don't know(who would remember things that happen weeks ago to witness that i hand in?)
Teacher:Chairman, did she hand in?
Chairman:Gives the blur look,I did not received.
Teacher:Nobody can witness you hand in , give me 36 dollars cash on monday.
freak out: fine.( thats unreasonable)
I am not angry with anyone just the teacher , but can you sense bias-ness? It's really an idiotic feeling.& this is life , who can be blamed?
shut the curtains !
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
@8:39 PM
Yesterday night was a tragedy , all because of my unpaid phone bills.It was defintely unwanted quarrel.With the addition of gum aches ,today was worst with a sore throat for sniffing too hard.Everything in my inner body hurts ,head-to-toe.
& today i am finer then fine ,just good to say i am still breathing.I spent my day with georgina , 6 hours of singing makes life a little better.I got this pain in the gum that tells me a new tooth must be trying its way out, and i hope not the wisdom tooth.
Every now and then I fall apart
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
@4:38 PM
How i wish school break starts now :| so tired of coming to face me, myself and i,the feeling that the whole world is dead. Everything was a turnoff for me , no longer enjoyed PE that much,imagine me escaping PE with all types of reasons,maybe it was the NAFA test that i wasn't ready for.
I cancelled my dental appointment just to go for this forbidden city thing at esplanade tomorrow,which means adding a month more before my braces get de-attached.I hope that musical don't let me down.
Maybe it's time for me to go do some studying.
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@12:42 AM
Where am i suppose to be sound asleep at this time?
Just as i was going to sleep with a smile, you had made my intended dream a nightmare.Sometimes i wonder whether how people keep promises and break them knowingly at the same time.If you can't do it , why must i try so hard in the first place?I am tired of everything here, including your plate of plain excuses.Gimme a break , i need to know where i lost myself now.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give me what i need.
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
@9:27 AM
The time now is 9.19am , the weather feels chilly and again my sentosa plan has failed :(
There goes my sun , well now i 'll be going study with georgina and maybe catch a movie later to replace my sentosa .So here i go ..
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
@3:20 PM
Here is my spare time to use the computer , kang wen waited and fell asleep :D
Yesterday it was hard falling asleep , and you wont' know just how much i feel not like getting up to face the day.
Anyway just now i went to collect my spectacles with kang wen and then ended up at the arcade playing house of dead 4 .See, i finally got my spectacles having being tortured by the old one for so long.
I guess thats all for today , the weather looks threatening,i 've got bad feeling tomorrow's plan is going down the drain once again .Never mind , i will be crossing my fingers i better get going now .
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Friday, September 15, 2006
@9:04 PM
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@5:16 PM
I just watched finish this anime called 'Trinity Blood ' and its so bloody ,you know like blood gushing out from everywhere ,and omg i got a scare out of it.Who knows i was the same one to download it lol. I guess i will watch more tomorrow to understand the story .
Okay ,went studying with georgina at bishan cc , listening to 91.3 FM keeps us laughing like crazy , ask georgina.Finally i read finish 'end of the rainbow' , alex and rosie,best friends since 5 yrs old finally got together through thin and thick at the age of fifty ,sounds old huh , sometime you guys out there should try that book, damn nice :)
These few days the weather seem quite sad huh, it just keeps raining ,so Mr Weather rain however much you want these two days & please give me sun on sunday okay?
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
@8:48 PM
School was real boring ,i almost died for sleeping so much.It's a waste of time coming school , there weren't really lessons ,seriously i rather stay at home hugging my books.Well , today poa lessons came the new teacher, Mrs Sng eh? Maybe it takes time to adapt to the new teacher but i promise i still prefer Miss Cheong.
After school ,went studying with georgina at bishan mac ,more to say i was reading storybook" where rainbow ends".There were these bunch of girls sitting behind us banging on our seats ,talking at the top of their voice and it's real irritating i tell you.Georgina and me were flashing angry faces already ,see us fuming mad.Soon after we went home , and there was this stupid no licsense train driver, I feel like jutting his butt till i take over the driving .
on what you say or do?
I am only just beginning to see the real you
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
@8:53 PM
I always feel so sleepy during chapel , especially with the air-con its c'mon easy for me to fall asleep.Mrs Tan came into our class today with a can of coke and glass and a big pack of rubber bands. She had a talk with us ,she gave me a different impression of her this time ,something good.Actually she's comical and chatty ,and i gurantee the example of a mum everyone wishes to have.
I ask myself how much i can stretch ,how far how long ,the words she say really struck my heart and set me into thinking.I guess i really should know how to manage my time , no more spending it on things that do not give any returns.
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
@6:51 PM
I just realised there was a cafe at the tennis centre at yck.I am not blind ,the cafe is like hidden luh. Well, never mind forget it & i met benson.Then went to this grassroot club ,played arcade then sat down at this place for like 1 hr before deciding to head for home . LOL , well at least i did some study earlier on in macdonalds with georgina.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
@4:15 PM
Here's my new blog url , this blogskin is so much nicer.To know i spent so much time looking around for new skins and wasting my time editing them .I dont know why, but i always feel on cloud nine when i change my url :D like now .
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