Sunday, November 26, 2006
@9:19 AM
Is this how gravity pulls on everyone? Okay not everyone ,like maybe me.There'll be a drastic change in every ten days and here i am like falling from a million feet high above slowly.What happened?Did ,have i did anything wrong?All my friends 's advices fall on deaf ears, i appreciate them likewise.Know me , i never listen i just follow what i want now?The choice i choose is my own problem now,i will bring myself to face everything.When the time comes, i hope everything comes soft on me.
I cant blame anyone when i find myself sitting at the edge of the cliff .
把爱放开 不再等待 你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开 这次我决定走出回忆重来
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Friday, November 24, 2006
@12:20 PM
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
@12:01 PM
My 2nd night was enjoying at freeze ,too bad there wasn't live band bestie we would go again alrights? The continuous singing at k box had planted this kick to keep singing.Omg and i so liked tracy's lil doggy ,so cute wet nose .Acompanied Nick to buy shirt , he 's so damn funny , ask the people who went along and you will laugh till ur stomach overturn.Waiting for him to choose his clothes is a good way to boost your patience level.Hahahs.
My so called three day two nights were just what i imagined ,ending up at different doors.It was okay i didn't mind if i could fuifil my own heart.
Slowly i feel me being placed in the ignored and forgotten realm
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
@9:40 PM
It's my second day at cold storage , and for both days i was late .Well everything was okay the job was one of the slakiest job i ever had :D my colleagues will agree with me , but at least i get to help the cashier in packaging the items and even scaning a few products.Today there was this nusiance ,arrogant , proud guy who threw a temper .I admit it's our fault but can't he be a little nicer with his words.No entertaining any credit cards discounts matter anymore.
Okay i am a goody good good girl i reach home so early just to prepare myself to approach my mum for a question.Okay I do want to spent more time with you ,and i will try my best honey? After your competition today , there will be all the time in the world just for us right? I am solemly praying and believing that you and your mates will win the competition :) All the best , hope to receive your reply soon .
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Friday, November 17, 2006
@1:57 PM
Okay i woke up damn early in the morning just to change a new blogskin and edit it.Now i am running late ,i din't even realise the time .Lols , i better get going first blog more when i get home.
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@1:56 AM
Today had training at cold storage with sean,royce,christopher,lewis and ivan at Jalan Baser.The only thing i enjoyed was the cakes , say the food. The only thing i wished to be over soon was the briefing ,seriously nothing else , i was almost to dreamland by then.The black forest cake kept my eyes open.I am still not sure where will i be assigned to , Great World City or King Albert Park , some forcer keep forcing me go Great World.Royce and Ivan wasn't hired , for some reasons ,i don't know ,royce was the one who got us the job you see.Know whats that feeling ?
I also went for class chalet today just simply because i don't wish to reach home feeling the intense fire chanting into my ears.Saw classmates ,we were chatting among ourselves so happily .The chalet was beautiful ,2 storeys high ,fantastic place that i will wanna come again.Today i really enjoyed myself , blanket -pillow fights ,(squatting inside the toilet ) girl's private talk and loads loads more,too bad i can't afford to stay and enjoy and risk myself getting my mum angry again.
It was extremely nice lying on the bed in the dark ,unwinding my heart a bit more.Okay i am getting sleepy i dont know if i miss out writting anything i hope not. For now good night all .
zzzZZzzzzZZZ
but emotions won't grow
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
@12:01 AM
Long time since i enjoyed that much with bestie ,went for some k box session at cine.Puffing and puffing thats the way ,screaming and singing thats enjoyment :DAfter that headed down to marina bay eat steamboat with tracy they all.I did'nt went to work today ,the Man tou was extremely nice , and somemore fried , whats called chomp chomp chomp :) Played pool with bestie ,i am so damn lousy ,and i know i will buck up .We shall go play pool every week ok bestie ?
Next week there's chalet , i have to make sure i will be there .Even if i can't stay overnight , i will try my best to spend more time there.Imagine me trying my best to be good these few days.
How eyes just can fake it .
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Monday, November 13, 2006
@11:53 PM
Early morning went to his house ,bought breakfast but we ended up with one metal gate in between us.His keys was with his mum ,imagine the funny sight ,me sitting outside his house ,him inside ;the feeling of prison visiting.
Went home together my i finished work, seeing that girl make my blood boil man.I so feel like giving her two tight slaps ,i din't even step on her tail and she showing me attitude as if i am the boss.Really really need a good night rest.
The beating of my heart is a drum, and its lost
And its looking for a rhythm
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
@11:53 PM
Here I am, got a job as a promoter together with sean ,ivan and royce but we'll be placed in random places.Sigh - nvm i could just be glad i got the job.Today was suppose to attend work with heidi but last minute notice, full slots so i went and enjoy myself.He was busy with his dragon dance practice , could'nt meet him too late neither so i ended up not seeing him .We were suppose to go k pool because of travis who appears to be one day slower to 16 , we were kicked out. Caught a movie with sean and travis ,okay sean i will not say what you did at the theatre ,lmao. Final call was damn scary ,but travis say it is'nt so ,maybe too long since i watch a ghostly film.Omg so i better buck up and train my guts.
You wanna know what is life? Life likes to do this ,dips you in shit and when you almost can't take it ,it smooths you out.
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
@9:36 AM
I wonder why my eyes are swollen , they feel so tight-glued and like any minute i try to force them open , i 'll be getting my eyebags a good stretching exercise.Those contact lens should have expired too.Yesterday i met georgina and went bugis ,bought some accesories and a mickey mouse watch for both of us .How funny it is to say we were gonna get the same job , out for the same hunt but ended up in different places.These explains how long we haven't meet up ,this busy lifestyle.Okay my pay has gone back to $4.50 if i don't find another job with a higher pay , i don't have to think of changing my useless phone , getting back to ballet lessons and even many daily necessaries and even supporting myself.
Three days ago was mac crew outing at ECP ,not better then last year's at wisma.My brother's hurrying me , can't write much.Gonna go now.
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
@3:00 AM
I am back :) from a hefty ride with alvin and caleb.After what was meant to be dinner ,we went to fitness corner there.Seeing them play pretend-to-be lion dance look so corny , self-played background music and like so many NGs :D Hahas.If only i could stay out til the next morning , I would be in paradise .I feel bad having him come all the way along with caleb and i am the first one home.If they are gonnna stay til the next morning i 'll be setting my alarm clock to 6 o'clock ,the first to rush down to see darling :) I shall go brush my teeth now.
here's all my fuzzy-feeling
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Friday, November 03, 2006
@2:04 PM
Today had off , staying at home for good til evening . I wonder what he is doing now , just hope he doesn't hurt himself with his work.Now i better go do some tidying up now,and after that i'll be on my way to meet him.
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
@1:07 PM
Well well, been rather tired for a couple of days, later i will be meeting emily for awhile before going to work.Yesterday went to dhoby gaurd ,played lan and waited for them to play finish pool.Had so much fun at caleb's house , caleb and his bro kept teasing alvin.Poor alvin suffered a foot from caleb's bro step , fortunately it din't killed him , like caleb say , his injuries is more then eating rice :D
A sudden stirring brings forth happiness , i see myself clearer in him.
These few days i really treasured the time we were together ;every moment .
& what i promised , i will do it.
ok i better go now before emily sliced my skin out.
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
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